Miracle

Because at times,

what I once hoped before,

did not turn out to be a reality.

And now,

I am hoping for miracles to happen again.

To Canada, I go.

45 points for IB, will never be impossible.

To Allah, I pray.

Amin.

Love Guru

Last night was the night when I became the saddest person alive.

There's a bit of exaggeration.

I read, 

all those stories that I wrote during my senior year in high school.

And can't believe it, 

I sounded so emotional and ambitious at the same time.

Yeah, things happened.

Experiences could be the best teacher.

Peter Pan once said,

growing up is a threat.

 Because when you grow up,

you build this one element called

egoism.

You think you're just so matured to make everything right.

You'll build the negative attitude called

over thinking.

You feel like the world is on your shoulder.

And when you grow up,

you tend to fall in love and it hurts.

Because it's better to love, rather than falling in love.

And that could be a major distraction in life.

Because you're blinded and everything seems so happy

and you tend to forget where you stand.

But a good friend of mine once said,

love is involuntary, like hatred.

As much as you choose to stay away from it,

you will realise one day that

it just happened,

without you knowing it.

Therefore, 

there's a part of you called brain

will come to help.

Because brain will rationalise your heart's decision.

As for now,

I choose to...

Well, I can't decide either.

Songs.

And some things are better said in songs.

No.

Expectation and happy endings.

Are just not related.

Like these words and the picture above.

Someday

 I'm afraid to expect.

Because every time I did, it didn't happen.

So,

take it slow and steady, haha.

If it's meant to be, it'll be.

U-turn

Maybe I have never looked back,

or turned back, or whatever.

But every time I wanted to move on,

you're there.

Yet, I'm glad, it happened that way :)

World.

Place the world in your hand, and place hereafter in your heart,

then you'll know where you stand.

Water, pouring rain.

And it hasn't been raining these days.

And I am all alone, struggling to understand

what does it take to learn without a teacher.

It's not okay.

Mainstream

Because wall of bricks are too mainstream.

And mainstream is boring.

Attention!

Some people just love seeking for it.

And just forgive them for that.

Blind.

And you only miss the light when it's burning low.

Shall I?

I usually write,

when I'm sad.

But you told me,

I won't write any more

because I won't be sad no more.

But I will still write,

about happiness that you pour.

x 

Plot twist.

And Peter Pan decided to grow up.

And they got married and lived happily ever after.

Stars.

I love looking at the stars, in the night sky.

And searching for the second star to the right.

12.

Reverse equation still gives the same number, 12.

 12 is forever my lucky number.

Princess is always my lucky charm.

Dream catcher is definitely my favourite collection.

Remember.

The best way to show 

that you remember someone

is to say his/her name

in your prayer :)

You had me at hello?

There's hell in hello.

There's good in goodbye.

Don't be afraid of goodbye,

and be careful of hello.

Gravity

It's not gravity's fault,

when two people 

fall for each other.

But the story won't be perfect.

Because A might fall for B when B falls for C.

J.M

tell me you

don't love me, and

my heart will be

of stone.

tell me you're

leaving, and

my heart will

be alone.

tell me you

hate me, and

my heart will shiver

to its core.

but don't tell me

you love another,

for my heart will be

no more.

Love, Rosie.

This story is weird and rare.

This story is unique and funny.

And I like every part of it.

And I am enjoying every moment of it.

And I am hoping for the never ending part.

Beauty, no.

Not beautiful.

Not pretty.

But who cares?

And to those who fall for pretty faces,

no nothing about beauty.

Parents.

Once.

They cried when they first saw you,

cried of happiness.

They whispered to you,

while you're asleep.

About their hopes and dreams.

They taught you about life,

through their stories and jokes.

They aspired you about future,

through fairytales and miracles.

Once.

You'd asked them so many questions,

till they're out of answers.

You cried when you fell,

and they made you feel better.

You asked for so many things,

and they rewarded those on your birthdays.

Everyday.

The memories of you, running around the house

are still playing in their mind.

Your laughters and tears, they can still recall every of them.

They still remember those beautiful days, even we hardly remember any.

Everyday,

they pray.

For your happiness.

They work so hard,

for you to live a pleasant life.

Once.

We made them cry, disappointed.

They still forgive us.

We forgot everything about them,

because we're to busy growing up,

chasing our dreams.

But we also forgot,

that they are growing old.

And we forgot that

they also helped us building those dreams before.

Do we pray for them as much as they do for us, everyday?

Do we study as hard as they work for us?

Do we remember all those moments or we wish to just ignore them?

Have we thanked them, for once?

Have we loved them, as much as they do?

Have we given them the happiness that they wish to gain from us, when we're little?

Have we? 

School.

Only miss school, when you're done with it.

Only miss learning, when they reward us with unexpected holidays.

(:

Smile, even if it hurts.

Autumn, not yet.

Friends are like leaves.

They change colour, when the time comes.

They fall, for some reasons.

And some people adore those colours, some don't.

Some appreciate those that fall, some don't.

And in finding true friend,

it's the matter of who appreciates you as you are.

And when you fall, they still have reasons to be there for you.

7,8 lay them straight

Because our society has forgotten our own root,

has forgotten the land where we stand.

And I am trying to rectify,

the ultimate legacy.

1,2,3 and you are not there anymore.

Because distance hurts.

And you never feel

the same thing

about those moments you used to share with them

and you are just too afraid to tell

because you know,

they might not notice it, at all.

Witness.

I will witness.

The leaves turn brown.

I am counting days.

Of business that demands for my limited time,

Of memory that wishes to be remembered by limited capacity.

I am on the rough road,

wanting to feel the kind of happiness,

after surviving this phase.

Declaration.

Because I've been told that

declaration is not needed.

When you know, you know.

Freedom

When I was little,

I know nothing but freedom.

To ask whenever I was curious.

To talk whenever I wanted to.

To enjoy every second of my life.

19.

The freedom fades.

I ask, hoping the answer won't hurt.

I talk, if I had to.

Hardly enjoy every hour of my life.

Maple.

To go there,

is definitely what I want.

But

to treasure the moments

and to learn

as much as I could ;

those are my hopes and dreams.

Beauty.

Because beauty is a fading flower.

-Yuna Zarai

Same but different.

Humans.

Are sorted based on races, religions.

Are categorized based on status, wealth.

Are judged based on life.

We are all of the same species,

but we will never be the same.

The stereotype is made by humans, themselves.

But to Him,

what differentiates one from another

is one's iman.

He is the Most Just of all.

 

Roads.

The journey is long.

I keep moving,

but I do not know what is waiting for me.

I know my direction,

but I have my own inquisition.

Life is not always great,

but what makes me happier

is when

 I am surrounded with

awesome people

that never fail to make me

feel so special.

The journey is long,

but it's worth it.

 

 

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