It's been a long time...


One of the best gifts
that Allah has granted me;

the opportunity to study in McGill.

Alhamdulillah.

People often scare me,
McGill University is gonna be harsh on me,
it's gonna be tough and 
I am obviously scared.

Knowing me,
I freak out so easily.


When I got to McGill
and after 2 months studying here;

everything went fine.

Assignments, quizzes and midterms are perfectly normal.
But now I realise,
I need pressure,
to push me forward.

If it's easy,
I might take everything for granted.

Hence,
this is optimal for me.

Encik Azman's wise words kinda gave me a very positive vibe.
"If it's easy, everyone can do it.
McGill University is gonna be tough on you, but hey,
that sets you apart from others."

Having that kind of thinking puts me in different world,
of different positive.

After all,
to survive in SSP and survive in doing IB were not easy at all,
but I made it!

So,
this is just anther challenge for me,
I have to really strive for the best.

*Bonne chance!*

Why We Girls Cry Over SMALL Things?

When I was small kid,
I got so confused when
my aunts cried over boys,
and I didn't get it, you know?!

Like why?
Don't cry over stupid things?
He's just a boy, go find someone better!

That's my perception back then.

But now....

Reality is just in front of me,
I don't just see it,
I can feel it.

And I understand why girls cry over boys...

Some might say,
you girls look so weak etc.

But ladies,
I can relate your feelings to mine.

Especially when we GIRLS have PMS.

Even when your boyfriend doesn't wish you good morning/good night,
you get mad about it. HAHA funny right?

And that's not a stupid thing okay?
Because it makes a big difference throughout your day and night!

And to counter my thoughts earlier,
NO GIRL, YOU CAN'T JUST FIND SOMEONE BETTER okay?

Especially not when you're ageing!

HAHA.

In my case,
I don't plan to find someone else, anywhere.
I can't imagine myself being in relationship with someone else, anyway.

Because this crazy boy,
he's the ONLY boy that can make me
cry then laugh straight away and
and cry again and feel like hitting him
and punch him but want to hug him too (but I can't :P)
and to hate him because I love him so much.
(ew? wanna puke? lol)

Yeap, he makes me crazy all the time sometimes.
But hey, that's l-o-v-e ugh haha


Change


Canada's weather inspires me to do this blogpost.
At first I decided to post a blog instead,
but any haha I am not confident enough to be doing that now lolz


Oh wait, what was I thinking?

Oh yeah, change.

You know,
when you're always in your comfort zone, 
you don't want to face troublesome,
you don't want to be in difficult situation,
you just want to stay there forever.

But little that we all know,
it's gonna decrease our level of appreciation towards what we have.

And so,
Allah designs variety of stories for us 
to face daily.

Never for once, 
your day will all be the same!
It's very unique, all of them!

But when it comes to changes,
drastic changes,
not everyone can adapt to it.

I feel that too!!

But great thing about change,
it doesn't happen drastically sometimes.

It happens naturally,
and you can see that coming slowly.

Like the weather or season or whatever.

Last week, 
it was quite warm in Montreal,
17degree etc.
This week,
it started of with a rainy day,
11degree, 9degree and 7 degree.

And for God's sake, 
it's 4degree today!

But the body is just used to it,
and it should be prepared for it.

If you want to change for good,
you always have to start with a small act,
do it frequently,
 (istiqamah)
and add on another good thing at a time
and insyaAllah you'll be fine :)

Don't drastically change,
because if so,
you will be tired of changing
and you cannot adapt with it
and by high chance,
you might end up be the old you.

#ALittleReminderForMe2 :D

Montreal -- Autumn'15

Montreal -- Summer'15